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Finally, Castiel thinks, and spreads his new wings wide.
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Envesselation is like floating, like flying, and never coming back down. It’s standing on tiptoe on a mountaintop and looking straight down, breathtaking and terrifying not because of the fear of falling but the fear of getting further away from home. Ben doesn’t understand what that’s like, how could he? But this was Claire, once. If her father is still alive in there, she won’t let it be him.
(She doesn’t tell Ben that sometimes she’s afraid if she doesn’t hold tightly enough to her control—control over her body, over her emotions, only her, never anyone else ever again—it’s going to fly away too. But Ben is steady, rock solid; like gravity, he always pulls her back down to earth.)
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What was it like, Jesse asks, like it’s really so easy to explain.
Claire misses Ben; Ben never asked questions, never pushed. She hugs her knees. Her mind forms the words chained to a comet but her lips say, Dizzying. Like I was orbiting myself, only I was someone else, watching my body as I—
Him, Jesse reminds her. He did it.
Claire smiles, but it’s a hollow expression, straight from that place Castiel carved out in her to make room for himself. Right, she says, of course, I know that.
She closes her eyes and sees stars.
that I’m not sorry. I couldn’t stop watching this video, and this happened…)
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This took me for-fucking-ever because it’s ridiculously complicated and really thank Chuck for Tumblr’s new size limitbecause without it this would not have uploaded. Nope.
I actually worked on it several days before my amazing California adventure *_* and then I had so much fun I forgot it existed. Oops. I put the finishing touches on it tonight. Not totally satisfied, but I’m tired of tinkering with it. >_>